I'm still angry

It's been 8 months and I'm still angry, work issues aren't making things better.
Not going to rant here today... Think I'll keep it to myself...

Damn it.

'Hard to say I'm sorry'

Listen to the Westlife or AZ Yet versions.

Yes, I'm feeling the aftershock of a break up in a relationship, but what I want to emphasize is that while I'm still feeling sad and stuff, the songs I'm listening to and the lyrics shall not represent my thoughts towards the condition/state of the relationship and should not be taken as an attempt to salvage/recover/patch up the relationship.

Thank you for reading the disclaimer, in case you're the one involved in the relationship.

Keeping it quiet

I know some of my friends read my blog posts, albeit infrequent but since what I post are here indefinitely until Google closes/sells blogger away...

What I've posted here is what I'm feeling at the moment of the post. I'm an emotional person, (emo != emotional >_<) so I'm usually heavy with feelings or devoid of feelings, a little extreme.

Basically what I'm trying to say in this post "Keeping it quiet".
I don't like to go around telling people that I'm sad, stressed or whatever... I keep it to myself. I hate to go around getting attention from people because I'm NOT an attention seeker...

But I appreciate people showing me concern so thank you people out there who care ;)

>_< Somehow after typing down that line my emotions swinged down to something darker...

Fuck it, so much for not being emo...

Anyway, thank you all for showing concern.

Another lousy, no life weekend

The topic says it all. Life doesn't look like there is meaning for me. I know that there is more to life, but definitely not within these year... It's gonna be a lousy year.

I'll have to work hard at work, self study, self motivate, and enjoy my remainder year's worth of no life weekends.

I just want someone to care/care for.

Would you call that being emo? Definitely not... But no one really reads my blog anyway so f*** that.

I wouldn't want to post that on Facebook or MSN, just don't want my ex-girlfriend to come prodding and seeing how I've become/degenerated to.

Anyway, I feel like cursing/swearing, but I'll get many weekends to do that.

So... f*** it. Good day.

Toothy Woes

My mom told me that there was a dental clinic somewhere nearby my place that has affordable charges as compared to where she works at. My mom works as a receptionist at a dental clinic by the way...

Anyway... it's $50 for basic cleaning... I got billed an extra $70, $35 x 2 for filling 2 teeth. I'll need to fill 4 more, that's gonna be $35 x 4 + $5 admin fee for my next visit... that would be $145 -_-'''

Next payday then...

Other than that, here's what I've learnt about my blocks of calcium.

*There is something called intrinsic, which is inborn or born-with, yellow teeth. That means that is the whitest my teeth will ever get, but it's still yellow.

*I have a misaligned jaw, it's slightly left and slightly outward as well. Plus that I grind my teeth occasionally, I have heavy wear for my teeth crowns and the doctor also says that I brush too hard.

Permanent yellow teeth (or should I say, my whitest is yellow) and born with defects, just shows how life is imperfect and how I have to learn to accept myself.

Busy Busy

Busy busy week.

I'll blog about it later... Food first!

By the way, I just pumped Caltex 95 today...

536.7km for 12.94l = 41.47km/l