Pushing to the limit

Hi blog,

I for one, was pushed to the limit today, a physical limit. Many have talked about pushing past your limit like it was easy as 3.142 (catch the pun?). In fact, I have pushed past my limit so hard that I remember the trauma that I had during my conscription... aka army days.

I had to take my annual fitness test and am under-nourished and lack rest. Imagine having instant noodles for your past two meals and only two hours of sleep after work before your fitness test.

I had to conquer 6 laps (stadium standard, 400m) total 2.4km. I was doing fine up til the 4th round, which my stamina and energy was bled dry by then. The last two rounds? It was literally the limit. Have you tried pushing so hard that your body tells you to f**k off? Well not in that sense but pushing so hard that you know you have to do it, yet it's so painful that you're almost crying.

I did a route march before and literally cried... well it wasn't exactly a route march, it was a training mission and I had the heaviest load amongst the group.

Which sometimes make me think how much bullsh*t it is when people talk of pushing their limit.
F**k that.

Busy busy

Hi Blog,

Haven't spoke to you for days!
What's up? Nothing much for you I guess...
My life is quite a boring one I should add... Not much memories to remember.

I do somehow fear that if I keep doing the things that I enjoy and yet leave no memories, does that make me a happy person? I enjoy eating, playing games... Yet these leave not much memories compared to doing crazy stuff here and there. What about you?

Anyhoo, I can't wait til the end of the month. And yes I used the word "til"!, those American spell checkers keep forcing me to use words like till and stuff... Anyway I'm digressing... End of the month I'll be getting my own transport... Should be fun..

Oh yeah, I'm actually working now... I've refrained from posting that here since I didn't want my ex-girlfriend to know. But so what, I can't keep it under wraps forever... At the same time, I have only 55 impressions on my blog as of now, so who sees what I write anyway.

So here's the thing I'll be blowing my paycheck on a motorbike, maybe I'll get pictures up.. But it's not going to be pretty... The bike is either 8 years old or 18 years old but I don't really care as long as the engine doesn't die on me.

I'll post pictures up when I get them :D