I see you in my dreams

I still have that hate message on my MSN.
I'm leaving it there so that when you read it, you can move on without me.

But it's funny...
I still love and miss you.
I had a dream of you today.
We were at a water theme park playing.
We were having fun.

It's funny how my conscious mind doesn't tell me I'm dreaming.
Perhaps it's because I wanted it that way.
Thank you God for letting me love Elinna in my dreams.

But I'm awake now. Missing you.