Thus details the chaotic waves of emotion that has plunged me to the depths of hell and back many a time:
After you have left me, my heart was full on many accounts.
When my heart was full of love, I prayed for you to turn back so that I could love you once more.
When my heart was full of hatred, I prayed for you to turn back so that I could make you feel the pain that you left me behind with.
Now that my heart is empty though laced with regret, I pray for you not to turn back; For if you do, I neither have the heart to love you once again, nor the heart to hurt you by turning you away.
For if you do come back, I will only be facing my conscience of hurting your heart when I don't have the intention to.
Go forth and live life in bliss, turn back not, not for me.
~Nathaniel
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